Thursday, February 03, 2011

Onegai...

Ya Allah
baru terasa betapa lemahnya kami ini
~

Teman baikku tenat
namun sekadar dapat memandang
serta memanjatkan doa

Walaupun doa satu kekuatan
akhirnya penentuan tetap di'tangan'Mu
kami hanya dapat menerima seadanya
~

Pilihan hatiku memilih yang lain
berusaha seluruh upaya menerima
namun makin kuat ingatan kepadanya

Pasti menjengkelkan baginya
sapaan yang tidak diundang
mengganggu tidak kira waktu

Kelmarin aku nekad
mengirim kepadanya 'bukan kemahuan fikiran'
tetapi hari ini aku menyapanya lagi
~

Dihimpun usaha menggunung
mengharap tugas semakin bahagia dan berkat untuk semua
hanya mampu maju selangkah dua
~

Ya Allah
baru terasa betapa lemahnya kami ini
~

Oleh itu kumohon... onegai
berikanlah kesabaran
kekuatan untuk redha
ketabahan untuk terus melangkah

Amiin

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Mengapa menangis?

Semalam air matanya tumpah jua.

Mengapa perlu sedih jika kehilangan manusia itu?

Adakah sudah betul-betul kenal dan sangat rapat dengannya?
Tidak juga.
Bahkan tidak sampai sebulan perkenalan mereka.

Bersua muka pun tidak lagi.

Tapi ada sesuatu yang membuatkan kehilangan itu begitu terasa. Sesuatu tentang dia.

Redhakan sahaja. Sabarkan sahaja.
Baru dijentik sedikit sudah menggelupur.
Sungguh kau ini manusia yang kurang bersyukur!

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Losing...

I am recently reminded of this movie scene, where a guy unexpectedly meets his ex-wife and found that she had remarried.

"He must be some kind of guy," he said to her; meaning to say that the guy she married must be someone really great.

"No," she countered off-handedly, "he's just my kind of guy," which explains that her new husband is just like any other guy but to her he's truly special.

Relationships are very much based on compatibility.

If you find yourself struggling to maintain a conversation, or if the other party has totally no idea what to talk with you about, then the two of you are probably incompatible.

I turned out to not be that person's kind of guy.

I lose again... :'(

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Bang head in case of telephone line failure...

No pictures to help you along here, dear readers. You honestly have to *gasp- READ!

So what do you do when your telephone landline suddenly go dead?

Why, call TM to fix it, of course! All you need to do is dial 100.. oh wait, this number is only accessible from a landline. Bang head #1

Alternatively, dial 1-300-888-123 from your mobile phone (chargeable, of course). Bang head #2

Now, if you (like yours truly) have the unfortunate luck of having a combination telephone-Streamyx access on one line, after the initial verification process, the first thing they'd ask you to do is connect your computer or telephone directly to the source line.

Huh? Why the heck are we doing the checking when checking lines should be a service they provide? Bang head #3

We're paying for their services and we have to check our own line. The reason? They need US to verify if our 'splitter' is faulty. What the $@*&% is a 'splitter'??? Bang head #4

They would nicely tell you to check the source line and examine something that is the approximate size and shape of a matchbox. It could be white, beige or black in colour, they added helpfully.

So there I went, following the line from my house phone, hunting for the source line. Ah, found it! I think.. because it ends behind a square off-white plastic cover attached to the wall with screws.

Oh miss, could you hold on while I get myself a $@*&% screw driver? Bang head #5

Once the cover comes off, conversation resumes. Where the $@*&% is the matchbox thing???
All I see is a hole in the wall with a line snaking down from the roof (probably). Said line is linked to two other lines (one leading to the house phone, the other, towards the computer in my room) attached to each other by a piece of wire. Bang head #6

After more helpful hints and even more scrambling around the house, all I've managed to learn is that matchbox thing with a LED in the middle is called a socket, NOT the all elusive 'splitter' (which, if proven faulty by the way, you're supposed to replace yourself by going to an electronic shop, buy a new one and then *gasp- installing it yourself!). Bang head #7

Ah, stop sniggering all you handyman types out there >:(
Everyone's born with talents and weaknesses. Handiness is NOT one of my talents, so sue me!!! XP

I almost literally had to beg for the operator to just send someone, anyone, to fix this! I even offered to pay the person coming in RM200 just to show me where the 'splitter' is and verify if it's okay or not. Bang head #8

They finally relented. At the point where I'm eligible to go to the Trauma & Emergency Unit.

But in the end (the day after the report was logged), the actual cause was that there was maintenance work being done in our area to transfer telecommunication lines from the old pole to newer ones and we happen to be a casualty.
And after ALL that DRAMA (oh, I do confess that most of the drama's on my side because I just had to vent my frustrations somehow :P)!!!

To TM Management, I do believe there have been other complainants before me with regards to TM's 'excellent' services so do sit up and take note! Please!

Even if you're currently monopolizing the landline market, anything could cause another company to rival and succeed you if you keep on going the way you are!

My 2 sens worth!

Monday, November 01, 2010

Struck out again...

Di antara kita mengapa ada dia?
Biarpun hanya kawan biasa?
Tapi kurasa berlainan caranya
Hingga mencakar perasaanku

Terpaksa ku
Terpaksa kumembuat pilihan
Mengundurkan diri untuk kebahagiaanmu...

Kerna Terpaksa-Francesca Peters

Mengapa sementara cerahnya cinta kita?
Mendung tiba tiada kupinta
Gelapnya suasana...

Walaupun hatiku amat berat melepasmu
Dan rintangan mendatang, sayang, terpaksa kuleraikan...

Seandainya kita harungi jua
Kelak punah semua, sayang, mimpi yang kau harapkan...

Kupendam Sebuah Duka- Khadijah Ibrahim

But after all is said and done-
What I did for love...