Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Kemarau Panjang (the Long Drought)

It’s been a long, long while since I’ve updated this blog. But presently, this is the type of person I am. Once in a while I will get all fired up about something and go for it like there’s fire on my tail. But once the oil runs dry, I can simply neglect all the hard work that I have been passionately doing.

Rasa sayang gak tinggalkan projek-projek tu terbengkalai camtu so I keep promising myself that I will resume the work one day. Some of my luckier work managed to get done but most are still on the backburner. Hopefully I’ll get to complete them some day but knowing me ada kemungkinan naik hangit menda tu dok perangat lama-lama camtu.

And this is what put me off my true ambition in the first place, that is to be a ‘somebody’ in a creative line of work, like an architect or a photographer or a graphic artist or a mangaka or a novelist- any one of those instead of whatever it is I’m doing right now.

But I still hold in my heart, the hope that one day I will be what I will enjoy being. Itsu ka...