Foremost, I would like to thank Rashid, Sue and Shin for their kind words and support.
Especially Shin whom I've hurt so much before but is still here for me...
I have to attend a workshop tomorrow so I should be sleeping but somehow I just can't bring myself to turn in just yet.
There's a lot going on in my mind and my heart. It's part of my personality, these mood swings.
Recently confirmed what I have known about myself by scoring quite high under the 'perfectionist' label of a personality questionnaire.
Despite taking various steps to become more 'balanced' all this while, it is still my single most dominant trait.
It's highly disappointing and is a huge concern to me.
I don't understand how one can be self-centred but at the same time too thoughtful of others?
It just doesn't make sense! But those are two of the weaknesses listed under this personality.
Heck, even most of the articles here is all about me, me, me... I'm sick of it!
I'm also sad that most blogs and the bloggers I follow and have grown to love have become progressively quieter and quieter.
I guess life has over taken even the most prolific of us.
But their infrequent updates do give me much heart.
They show glimpses of success and achievements which made me glad and ever so proud to have made their acquaintances.
And I know some of them have been through much grief lately- the loss of a beloved father, the loss of a most cherished grandmother...
May you all stay strong, wipe those tears off once you're done grieving, keep your heads held high, move on and make them proud of the 'legacy' they left behind.
The sense of loss and grief will always be present, of course.
But make sure you remember their love because this is what will help you go on... like that 'Titanic' movie song! Haha!
Sorry, a most inappropriate point to bring up a silly joke, but I hope you get what I mean.
Gosh... I'm finally feeling tired enough to nod off.
Signing off for now.