Friday, May 05, 2006

Kala Senja

Lalu di lobi hospital Maghrib tadi.

Kelihatan seorang pakar psikiatri berpakat bersama sekumpulan staf sekuriti untuk menangkap seorang pesakit ketika dia sedang dilekakan dengan perbualan oleh seorang lagi doktor.

Drama tersebut berlaku sekelip mata. Memang pesakit tersebut langsung tidak melawan, sekadar menudingkan jari yang menuduh ke arah doktor perempuan yang melayannya bersembang tadi. Dia dibaringkan di atas katil lalu dibius dengan penenang.

Aku hanya mampu memandang sayu ketika dia dibawa pergi. Aku kenal pesakit tersebut. Dia salah seorang daripada kami. Aku bersyukur kerana masih dikurniakan kekuatan dan keimanan untuk menjauhkan aku daripada menjadi sebegitu rupa.

Namun cukup aku sedari bahawa antara aku dan dia hanyalah sehalus-halus garis pemisah…

3 comments:

Suze said...

Sanity is but a thin line ... one day you may wake up, grab the hunting rifle by the bed and decide that it's time you confront those highway aliens that kept scanning your mind while you sleep.

Suze said...

I love this woman, she writes the most amazing songs ... if you like, I can let you have a listen.

Pray to God one never gets a significant other that makes you want to sing this ...


Trigger happy Jack - Poe

He scares easily
It makes him so angry
At me

And his head it spins around
Just like the Exorcist and I
Find it ever so
Hard to resist his cries

But there's nothing more sadistic than an infant
Waving his pistol in my face
He wants me right down on my knees
Crumbling in disgrace

But he underestimates my mind
I know he's messing with my head
My only weakness is
I can't believe the guy could be entirely dead

Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being
Trigger Happy Jack
You're gonna blow
But I'm gonna get off
before you go
My Trigger Happy Jack is just a
Drive by a go-go

And after awhile he calms down
And he looks at me like a prince
But I know I better bite the bullet
'Cause it's just another one of his
Jedi mind tricks

But this ain't no headtrip honey
This is a collision on the road
And you've got me feeling oh just like a roadkill
and you know deep down I know

Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being
Trigger Happy Jack
You're gonna blow
But I'm gonna get off
before you go
My Trigger Happy Jack is just a
Drive by a go-go

Why do you make me feel like this? (1-2-3-4)
Why do you gotta be such a dick? (1-2-3-4)
Why do you make me feeling like this? (1-2-3-4)
Why do you gotta be such a dick? (1-2-3-4)
Go-go

And I hate myself
Just enough to want him
But I hate him just enough to get off
But I understand him
Maybe I'm just crazy enough
To love him
Why not? (Why not?)

Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being

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