I still send short messages from time to time. I wish I’d get a reply. Any kind of reply.
How are you?
I’m doing fine today
Right now I’m feeling like shit
Don’t really feel like eating coz there’s no one to accompany me
Let’s meet up this weekend
Miss you so much
Good night, sleep tight
But all I get is silence. Still angry at me? Gave me up for dead? Feel I’m not worth the pain? I wonder if I’ll ever know.
I’m too scared to call in case it’s not answered. I’m also scared to call coz it might be answered.
In case you still read this blog, I just wanna say that you’re the toughest person I’ve ever loved but I’m still gonna love you just the same. And I’m gonna keep going until I can’t go no more…