*shakes head sadly
What the @#!$ should we do with you?
You asked for one thing
Now you say you actually wanted something else?
Do you even know what it is you want?
(other than making life easier for yourself?)
And now I begin to realize
that unless it's minuted or recorded in some fashion
we can't hold you to your words.
I sincerely pray, that Allah will help you find your way...